Terence Poh Wee Kiat
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11/06/88 - Gemini
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JEREMY
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JOYCE
CHARLENE

Monday, November 26, 2007

warning: this is going to be a long post
let me start with a song lyrics

Will You Wait For Me

I need to talk with you again
Why did you go away
All that time together
This feels like yesterday
I never thought I'd see
A single day without you
The things we take for granted
We can sometimes lose

And if I promise not to feel this pain
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again...

Cause time will pass me by
Maybe I'll never learn to smile
But I know I'll make it through
If you wait for me
And all the tears I cry
No matter how I try
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me
In heaven...

Do you remember how it was
When we never seemed to care
Days went by so quickly
Cause I thought you'd always be there
And it's hard to let you go
Though I know that I must try
I feel like I've been cheated
Cause we never said goodbye
And if I promise not to feel this pain
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again...

Cause time will pass me by
Maybe I'll never learn to smile
But I know I'll make it through
If you wait for me (Won't you wait for me)
And all the tears I cry
No matter how I try
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me
In heaven...

Cause I miss you so
And I need to know
Will you wait for me?

'Cause time will pass me by
Maybe I'll never learn to smile
But I know I'll make it through
If you wait for me (Say you'll wait for me)
And all the tears I cry (all the tears I cry)
No matter how I try (how I try)
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me

Cause time will pass me by
Maybe I'll never learn to smile
But I know I'll make it through
If you wait for me...



i thought we started things very well
it was until yesterday when i found out something,
something that was so devastating
something that made me stare into space the whole day
something that made me ponder
something that made me feel, pain
but i swear yesterday was yesterday
and i certainly feel a lot better today
it was time that i lost to
perhaps it was fate, purely fate
to make us know each other
maybe mel's right, i jus want the chance
the chance to prove myself and her
i only felt wasted, not in love.
perhaps perhaps perhaps.
but i haven even got the chance,
to sing you that song, your song.
and i lost my motivations, all...



yesterday was definitely a sway day
not only to find out a truth i want to know least
but also, i saw somebody when i was down
her shocked face was the funniest face i've seen from her
i dont know how to react
so i didnt react at all
i wanted to say hi, but my sis would kill me if i do
baby, i wanna tell you you dont have to do so
its really not your fault
maybe i took our love for granted
it was certainly the sweetest love i ever received
but at the same time, the most painful love.
the love that reminds me all the pain
the love that reminds how lousy i was
the love that reminds me how vunerable i was
the love that made me lost 5kg in 2 weeks
the love that made me skipped training for a month
the love that made me cried like i never did before
the love that made me broke down
the love that almost made me fail my exams
the love that made me drink almost everyday
the love that i almost made me give up myself
the love that i never want again
you never fail to remind me i shouldnt love again
but see, everybody says im better off without you
i am happy, and you should be happy for me
i said as long as you're happy, im happy.
and i am truely, happy for you.
its been 4 months i last seen you
the last time before you did the runaway show
i only want to say - i missed you
and you have become my past tense
a history, that i want to remember
only the sweet memories, only the sweet memories...



last issue i want to mention, to passerby
thank you for visiting my blog
but your words are the least that i could be bothered
tell me is it a crime to praise myself?
tell me did the government state that law?
tell me what i praised about myself that i dont have?
i believe what i mentioned was facts
and you can actually choose not to read my blog
if it really makes you wanna puke
or you can come up to me face to face and tell me im disgusting
only if you have the guts
and only if you find yourself better than me
if not its all rubbish
tell you what, i love myself, even if i was ugly
be it inside or outside
if you're still not happy about it
why not look things at another point of view?
jus take it as im a pathetic soul
who lacks of self-esteem
and that i need to praise myself, jus lying to myself
everybody around are jus lying to me
does that makes you feel better?

remember: but i am only human.